DEAD WITOUT DEATH...

when a life get so hard on you...

and when there were, only a limited choices..

so, you can find away to escape it...

just only by a death...

so you decide to dead..

but you don't know how...

and you will die, while you are trying to die..

then, ..

you will understand, that you are already dead...

(2) 

when you live your a happy life,

with whom you loved...

and you believe, that your relation, , ,

is not like any relations in the world...

because its....

a perfect relation..

a clear...

an honest...

a special...

and a true...

and before you finish your description..

you found your self alone...

without the person, whom you loved..

and without warning you before...

and without any reason...

then you will feel that you are dying

 (3)

when you wake up every morning...
and you asked yourself...
what am i going to do this day...
and you did not`t find a good answer...
and you decided to wake up anyways...
you will eat..
and drink...
and do this and that...
and then back to your sleep...
so,
another day come..
and you will wake up again...
and also going to ask yourself a same question...
what am i going to do...
so,  
again to decide to wake up anyways..
and never you will do..
so, you are dying anyways...

 (4)

when you sit between your family and friends...
and they talk in many different subjects..
one talk his idea..
and that one joking...
and that one debated with the other one...

and you are the silent one..
and alone between all of them..
no one talk to you...
and feel as a stranger to them...
and sneaked into you a bored..
then you count the moments and the seconds....
until, to leave that place...

finally,
you will leave them all...
and sit alone, with no one with you...
then, again you will feel boring...
and need to be with any one to talk with...
but, you will not find any one...
because you left all of them...
so...
now you will feel that you are dying again....

 (5)  

do you remember, when you was a small kid...
when they were asked you, , ,
what you would to be...
and you were moved your honestly eyes...
high and around the room..
and your smile at your red face, ...

I want to be a doctor
and you grew up..
and you saw that you are not been a doctor...
and not what you wished to be...
and you shocked from your life..
and how you feel now..
shocked by whom cheated on you...
and shocked by yourself too...
and been as a frustrated...
and feel you are nothing in this world..

but, ...
let me tell you one thing...
but please don`t be afraid..
there are many, whom moved around you..
here and there...
but they as a dead..
heart dead...
feelings dead...
and dead soul...
a life was hard on him..
so, he decided to leave his life..
and left his body behind..
so, don't be amazed, to see,
a person die without death.....

hAZEM aL jABER

We need peace as love

Words are the keys to unlock

Cage of the white dove

..................................................

We reached the shore

Inch allah !

The Godspel according to St Matthew - Evangile selon Saint Mathieu N° 18 VERSET 21

[21] ¶ Alors Pierre s'approcha de lui, et dit: Seigneur, combien de fois pardonnerai-je à mon frère, lorsqu'il péchera contre moi? Sera-ce jusqu'à sept fois?

[22] Jésus lui dit: Je ne te dis pas jusqu'à sept fois, mais jusqu'à septante fois sept fois.

[23] C'est pourquoi, le royaume des cieux est semblable à un roi qui  rend compte à ses serviteurs.

18:21.    Then came Peter unto him and said: Lord, how often

          shall my brother offend against me, and I forgive him? till

          seven times?

          18:22. Jesus saith to him: I say not to thee, till seven

          times; but till seventy times seven times.

          18:23. Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened to a

          king, who would take an account of his servants. 

Surate 2 VERSET 263

Une parole agréable et un pardon valent mieux qu'une aumône suivie d'un tort. Allah n'a besoin de rien, et Il est indulgent

قول معروف ومغفرة خير من صدقة يتبعهآ أذى والله

غني حليم

God Tell him !

Please tell him

How much I feel him

Tell him my nights

Tell him my days

Tell him everything

Because you know all

Tell him I have my conscience for me

Nothing happen with no one

Just 4 times talking doesn’t

Deserve to be throwed away

Tell him strongly, with strength and conviction

I will wait the necessary time

Untill the end of my life if necessary

Because …. Love inside

Never go out

He will listen to you because You are God

Please tell him, tell him ….

ABANDONNED

My life without you

Is a poisoned gift and mad

I’ll never leave you

Are these your true words ?

I ‘ll try to find strength inside me

And after a new breath

Maybe maybe

We will be friends again

In peace and sweet love

one day , Inch allah .....

15.04.2008

The pain of love is hard to bear,
When the one you adore doesn't care.
You gave to him your ultimate love,
Under that pale yellow moon up above.

When he said he'd love you till the day he died
Tears of joy were hard to hide.
When he kissed you good night you felt elated
But, that was the only time you dated.

But maybe if you hope and pray
He might come back to you some day.